POWER AND CONTROL

WOW!!! Long weekend again!

2005-11-02T13:28:00.000+08:00

Wow! Its a long weekend again this weekend. Sarap! 2 days lang work...what more can you ask for? hehehehe! I might be going to the beach again, pics to follow! Last long weekend was great. Jose and i stayed at his dad's house for 2 boring nights but it was really nice and relaxing for a change with sina stephen and his friends. Then for our last overnight stay, we moved to the Ortoll house...sarap! the pool, jacuzzi, beer, good company, Jose, food, and lots more. We all want to go back this comming long weekend and i think we really will. Hopefully, my parents will be cool about it. I was gone the last time from Friday till Tuesday. It went by so fast nga eh! When your having too much fun, time goes by so fast. I hate it, i want it to be longer...i love the beach too much that time needs and has to be stay still forever. I hate it when its time to pack up and leave. It SUCKS big time! hehehe! Anyway, basta pictures to follow. Will take more this weekend if i go! Ciao!

Cant Wait for the LONG....Weekend!!!

2005-10-26T14:41:00.000+08:00

Ok... I said i was having the worst day ever yesterday, let me change that....WORST WEEKEND AND WEEK SO FAR instead of day!!!! Last weekend was the worst feeling, my Brother and Sister in Law left to migrate for Australia. I thought it wouldnt be so hard but i knew it was going to really sad and depressing, i never thought it was going to be that bad?!?!?!?! It was HELL!!!! And then we have to go through it again when my sister leaves with the kids? SHIT!!!!! Since Saturday, nothing seemed to go right?!?! Everything i did, saw, say, feel,etc was just all wrong and malas. Parang nothing seemed to be good...just plain and simple B A D !!!!!Let me quote that...."BBAADD!!!!!!" Hay naku, to top it all off, Im getting my monthly schedule any day now. Its like HINDI MANLANG AKO PINAGBIGYAN? i wonder why days or weeks such as this particular one has to happen? Me pa im such a haaaaappy girl and i choose to attract the good not the bad in life. But now, EVERYTHING i attract is just the bad one's. It sucks! hahahahaha! I hope by the end of this day everything gets better emotionally and physically. I lost pa my voice so im so HUSKY now! ANO BA YAN!!!! i super need the long weekend comming. Im going to the beach! i need to relax! i dont care if the red tide season is with me, i need to calm my senses and basically my mood! Anyway, what will be will be with this week im having. Goodluck to me!

Worst Day I've Had so Far!

2005-10-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

Today has got to be the WORST day ever. I'm just having all these booboo's and everything that happens to me is just MALAS!!!!!!!!!! I hate today! I hate today! I hate today! Everything i do is just wrong today. Hay NAKU!!!!!!! I want to scream my frustrations out loud but i cant. Hassle!

2005-09-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

sweethearts burned like a lechon baboy! heheheheh!

2005-09-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

Top View from the dining area! beauty!!!! check out the ocean view on the horizon!

2005-09-19T11:09:00.000+08:00

Anna, Jessica, ME and Joaquin in the pool! sarap!

Family beach trip to TALI beach!

2005-09-19T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hay naku! How i wish everyday was a beach bum life day! I went with my family along with jose and other relatives and had a super nice time. We had super yummy food, company, drinks, basta its was all good. It makes me wonder why when im in the beach, everything is so yummy, especially food. Sarap! Anyway, above are some pics from the trip......

Time Is Up!

2005-09-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

Time is up for the depressed Angie! I hit my semi- rock bottom last wednesday but yesterday(thursday) was one of the best days of my life! I had sooo much fun! Diane and I planned a night out together and i made marsha join us even for happy hour. That was such a great idea! We had so much fun in capones kasi for dinner and for happy hour! Some people were there getting drunk and this tisoy cute drunk guy comes up to us and offered to buy us drinks. At first we were like "no its ok, thanks!" but he insisted with matching slurring but he looked harmless so we finaly said "ok fine" and "thanks". Then when we were going to pay for our food and the few beers we had, he insisted to pay for it also! He was so funny! Super lasing! Nakakatawa pa kasi when he introduced us to his friend/cousin...kilala ko pala from work! hahahaha! So we ended up hanging out all together. It was cool! The drunk guy had like 4 glasses of scotch on our table and one more in his table cause he kept ordering thinking ubos na his old one. FUNNY! Anyway, so by mga 9:15, we had to split for Yaku. Marsha had to go home na so it was just Diane and I. Yaku was fun also! Met up with some friends then the drunk guy with the guy i know from work followed with someone i know! The drunk guy passed out pa in Yaku! hahaha! Jose passed by also to say hi lang outside and we stayed in the car...sweet noh?!?!?! That broke the ice! It was some guys bday party also... who diane and i met that night. He bought us our drinks. Saya! Our whole night was FREE!!!!!!! I have to do that more often! i mean go out alone with my friends and have fun thats different! It was such a nice experience...different from what i normally do. Not that im complaining cause i love jose to the maxxx and i love being with him but i realized that i need to do those things (like last night) more often! everything just fell into place! Libre pa lahat! COOL COOL COOL!!!!! The end!

A SMILE so simple yet meaningfull...

2005-09-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

Think about this, "did you know that you use more muscles when you frown rather that when you smile?"....

The Lunch Till Dinner....

2005-09-07T10:35:00.000+08:00

Oh my!!!! My lunch date with my girlies went on till dinner. It was so funny! I went back to work mga 2pm then I get a text from them that they are still together at around 5:30pm. hahahaha!!!!Funny! So I joined them again after work at around 6pm. It was so nice! I loved it! We never did that....ever! At least I didn't get to think too much on whatever's been bothering me. Although at some point through dinner, I kinda got depressed again. But I know ill be ok! I just cant wait for Friday to be today. Im so sure that day will be such a happy ending for me for my weeks' boggle! Its really like the game Boggle...looking for words to explain what I feel but somehow its hard and easy at the same time. I just wonder why us girls have to be so emotional and full of hormones that we get depressed tragically or get so happy tragically at the same time. Haayyy....! What ever! Anyway, 2 and half more days to go till my misery becomes a joyfull weekend!!!!!!

Lunch with my Girls!

2005-09-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

Today i had lunch with my good friends APPLE, ZIERA, MARGA and ANGEL. It was good! I needed that. Iv been trying to feel better and not think of whats bothering me but its hard. I really think about it in everything i see, do, etc. But then last night was great! I never expected to be really happy for something so shallow and simple. And just cause of something so shallow, my day today just feels much lighter. I needed to keep busy thats why i called for a lunch meeting with my girlfriends. Its a good thing i did, we had good food and nice conversations. As usual we had to make fun(lait) of some people both we knew and didnt know. hahahaha! Its a girl thing... right girls?! Anyway, i hope that my week gets better and better. Today was ok but its still not COMPLETE and i hate it! Its like what jerry maguire say's in the movie "YOU COMPLETE ME!" He was so lost and so am i! Help me find my completeness! ready....set.....go!!!!! Look everyone!..........................

My Week Gets Better...

2005-09-06T09:52:00.000+08:00

Last night was a great feeling...... =)

Living Hell....!

2005-09-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

Today is what you call- waking up into a trap of living in HELL! Dont even ask why basta....im in HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate today and tomorrow and the rest of the week!

The People From The Past That Are My Present!

2005-08-31T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! i would just like to introduce my Past and Present friends. The pics are below. Applw some people have met but THE BOYS...no body pa ata. They arent the bar types. More of the bahay inuman type! For the Boys who get to read this...Hi! Miss you guys! Mwah! Can we please get together again soon! With all the new girls! i have to meet the new ones and i want the old ones there like me and michelle also! k k? get back to me...you guys know my number!=)

2005-08-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

These are my boys! i miss them so much cause i havent seen them for the longest time but they know how much i love them anyway. hahaha! i'v met john's michelle but the rest... i havent met their girlfriends. im sure ill like them...my boys know how to choose! i call them my boys cause im one of the boys. hope everyone is ok!(top- John, Jp) (bottom- Marto, Cesca, Me, Frank, Mm on his lap, Chabo). so everyone...here are my BOYZ!

2005-08-31T10:17:00.000+08:00

This is my BESTFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her name is Apple! =)

2005-08-30T11:11:00.000+08:00

The drunk one's of the centrury!!!!!!!!!!! look at my glass of scotch...laki ba?!?! hahaha! wish my hair can look that good everyday. sarap mag-paparlor!

2005-08-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

The group with the BRIDE! isnt she just stunning?!?!?!

2005-08-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

Here are the pictures of the wedding! In the begginning....there were the SOBER ONES!

Jenina's Wedding!!!

2005-08-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

Grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats the word that can describe Gimenez related weddings! I think our family(2nd generation w/c is us) should all enter like some rehab for alcoholics. hahahahaha! I swear! My cousins and i really drink alot! i really wished though that the wedding was a weekend but its ok...we had so much fun. It was nice to see all familiar faces around. Not just was my family familiar....Jose's family was there too. Jenina(my cousin) got married to Jose's cousin. Weird but its cool! hahaha! Its so funny pa cause for the games/boquet and garter toss...we all had to take shots, the male who gets the stoplight shots down his throat first... wins. For the ladies on the other hand, we had to take the yucky shots w/c messed me uo then catch the roses and one rose that fell into mine had a ribbon different from the rest so in short i get the bouquet. Nice! Im next! hahahaha! i caught the one in my other cousins too and im still single! Its all just a haux! It was nice to know that the bachelor who won was RISHI!!!!! Sorry siya ng sorry to my bro javy and jose! hahaha! I got so drunk! Those stoplight shots are bad! BAD BAD BAD!!!!! Its green yellow and red to end the shot! HAAY....! Deadly! Anyway...basta it was so much fun! had to leave lang early(1am)! Hassle!

Paolo's Surprise Party!

2005-08-24T15:26:00.000+08:00

Last saturday night was Pao's surprise party for his bday which is today actually. It was so much fun! It was at Luce on Jupiter St. Buti naman he got surprised even if he kinda had an idea! sayang nga cause some people were texting him happy birthday and he was kinda suspicious to marsha. hehehe=) Anyway...heres a picture of us girls at Luce steady and still sober! Tina was there and i havent seen her for the longest time. It was about time for her to show her face to us! We missed her! The boys of the century....maybe not! hahahaha! just kidding! Basta im marking my teritory....JOSE is MINE!!!!

2005-08-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

I love this picture! The man behind the controversy picture is Nikki Legaspi. Im sure alot of us can relate to that man! hahahahaha=)

2005-08-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Digital Exchange Logo....=)

Digital Exchange

2005-08-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

Before i forget again to write about my new job let me do it today para tapos na! To start...i finally have a job after these long years of doing part time in coordinating weddings. I work for DIGITAL EXCHANGE in Glorieta 3 (Its in front of TGIFridays). For those who havent seen it nor heard about it...here it is. Now you've heard of it. hehehe! Basically the concept of Digital Exchange is putting together the best IT/Digital stuff into one place. So we have independent companies in Digital Exchange like Nokia, Motorolla, Sony Ericsson, IBM, Canon, HP, IPod, and many more. We have about 15 tenants along with the Seatles Best located at the front of the area. Come and visit, you might see me there although my office is on the side and hidden but i go around once in awhile. Its a nice spot to look around for gadgets like cameras, cell phones and computers. Ok diba? Im the Marketing officer in there. Its my 5th week so iv been working for Digital Exchange for about a month pa lang. hehehe! So i hope to see familiar faces there!!!!

CSA Days! =(

2005-08-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

I just passed thru CSA(colegio san agustin) in dasma the other day and boy do i miss my alma matter so much! I miss knowing that as soon as you get to school...every face is a familiar face either grade school or high school. Even if in high school lots have those BARKADA FIGHTS or whatever you call it...(i know im passed that though)...nakakamiss parin! for those agustinians reading this, i know you feel me! Especially batch 2000! I love the thought that you have your barkada there no matter what. I know i still have that with my barkada now but its different knowing theyr there when you get to school and have them the whole day. In short....security! Hay naku! Lots of people have changed...some with families now, some with major career lives, some same old stories, etc. But havent you noticed now a days, no matter who you see basta agustinian....you hear screaming with matching running to each other for just a hello. It may not happen to all we see but alot i see i get excited and jump with joy! hahahaha=) Come on...i know you feel me?!?! Anyway...to all my batchmates........... ..............................................................................SENIORZ2000 forever!

2005-08-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

Michelle and i having an ipod moment in Bora. This pic is compliments to Manu. Thanks Manu!

Power and Control is trying to come back!

2005-08-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hello again to the wrold of blogging! I havent put in an entry in a long time. IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT IM A WORKING GIRL NOW! I just started last july 25, 2005 so this week is my 4th week. im still at the excited stage in this new job so it seems ok naman but most importantly im learning alot! before i go any further...the company i work for is DIGITAL EXCHANGE in glorieta 3 mall. its such a great feeling to be working in such a comfy place. i mean comfy cause im here almost everyday ever since i was born maybe. hehehehe...=) im the sales, advertising and marketing officer and position is fairly good. actually its very good. so anyway, thats whats been up to me the past month or so. WEIRD! im so not used to blogging anymore! hehehehe! this is a start!

My Hopefull Job!

2005-06-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

weow....i havent written in here in such a long time na! lets see if i can still do this. Today was a good day. Hopefully my luck is good cause i had a written interview for SOUTHVILLE INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL in BF this morning. Iv been applying in different pre-schools around makati and alabang but so far no luck. I dont blame the hiree's, i dont really have anything in my resume that says i shud be hired but i really do love kids! As in i love playing with them, taking care of them and stuff! So anyway, i did take the test from 8-11:30am. When i was done, they asked me what position i wanted to apply for, i simply said "pre shool teacher". Without hesitation, the HR head mentioned that since there wasnt any vacancy in the preschool department, they'll just look at my test results and maybe in i can work in another dept, doon nalang. So i then was leaving na, walking down the stairs when they ran after me. The HR head then asked me if i were to be interested in a position in the PR dept. cause there was an opening there. I dont mind naman so i said sure! She parang got excited and told me she was going to give me a call with in the day for an interview for the PR dept. true enough, when i got home at 6:30 pm today from shopping with my mom in SM bicutan, i did get a call from her to give her a call tom morning. Ahhhhh! im nervous, scared, grabe! mixed emotions. Parang i dont know na how it is to be in a 9-5 type of job. well since its a school, its going to be mga at least 7:30am ang start. haay...but if i do get this job, i think it will be good for me. i kinda need a job asap. im so broke it isnt funny na. it was mga a month ago but not having money on my bday wasnt funny na. hehehehe=) lets just hope and pray that this job is meant for me!

2005-06-13T09:36:00.000+08:00

my darling and i at the white island!

2005-06-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

the view from the white island(sand bar). Iv never seen water that clear, air so fresh, nad my family at heaven. hahaha=) even my jose was with us.

2005-06-13T09:31:00.000+08:00

Cagayan De Oro trip(Holy week 2005) the famouse water falls! it was just amazing!

2005-03-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha! what the hell?!?!?! cute naman my wonderfull boyfriend! hahahahaha! wala lang, i just had to share this pucture kasi he looks so cute. love ba or what? hahahaha! (he got me a digi cam kasi so im taking pis left and right).....

2005-03-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

let me introduce you to my family. from left to right-ME, CHINKY(sis in law), LEN, MOM, MIKEY, POP, JAVY, TITO GIGI, DINO....below-SOFIA, JOAQUIN, RICKY(cousin). wala na....mikey is married na! hahaha=) it was so beautifull....we kept crying! it was a happy day. everyone got drunk that night and even befoe that night. fun fun fun!!!!!!

2005-03-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

joaquin and sofia at my house getting ready to take pics of the last hour my brother had before he was to be married. of course ring bearer and flower girl sila! ako naman brides maid.=)

2005-03-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

the kids of my sister joaquin and sofia. they are my little precious one's. cute noh?!?! hay naku, nobody will know how much i adore those kids. i know im being this proud tita angie but i dont care...they are just the sweetest little things along with jose in my life. in short, they make my life so much better!!!

MARRIAGES!!!!

2005-02-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

This year is a great year. Not only will my brother mikey get married next Sat(Feb.26, 2005) but my other brother(Javy) will get married sometime soon before he migrates to Australia, we expect that in the next months. When we all heard the news, we thought...grabe naman, ang daming weddings in our family but it didnt end. My cousin (jenina) got engaged recently to Jose's first cousin' and they are getting married this year as well. My goolai! ill have a cousin married to my future husband's cousin. Weird! But its funny at the same time. This year is a healthy one. Now i get more questions from my tito's and tita's on when my day will be. I just smile and answer "im too young." This healthy year of weddings is giving me thoughts...,good and bad thoughts. I know im not ready but i mean to you girls out there, im sure we all want to settle down eventually and have kids and grow old with the person we love. I want that so badly too...but i dont think at 22yrs(now) id want to have that. Maybe in the next 2-3 years pa. I would be around 25-26 then. Hay naku! This year has proven to be a prosperous year from the start. I cant wait to party all night on those 3 wedding nights. Im sure next Sat ill be really drunk and dancing and singing the night away. My only problem is that Jose doesnt like to dance...who am i going to dance with? I doubt i can get myself to dance with jose in front of my whole family anyway. hehehe=) Anyway, this year is exciting so i need not say more. CIAO!

2005-01-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

check that out? look at the beautifull water?!?!?! thats michelle walking out of the water. jose pointing at something or someone, me beside him looking down, tony turned his back at us and crissy under the water untill her neck. sarap!!!!!!

2005-01-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

club paraw at party night! marco was tired and drunk at the same time when mich and i woke him up by riding on him to take a sabog picture of marco. gidiyap marco!

2005-01-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

purple paradise. the picture was shot with just a plaian snap and it came out looking like the sky was purple. if im not mistaken, this shot was our second day at bora. we decided just to have another group pic cause yvette, ish and maite matute arrived on that day.marco is looking like a naughty boy. look at what he is looking at?!?!?!?! hahahaha!

2005-01-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

reach for the sky michelle! we both were. that was fun! we kept on doing theis shot cause it was funny. look at us....hahahahaha! but check out that sunset. the view is just awesome! the sand was great and so was the water. wee look so high from the ground. hahaha!

2005-01-29T16:59:00.000+08:00

michelle pantoja, marco lobregat and i dancing with ipod's during sunset with a buzz and just simply having fun. the music in waling-waling(the bar behind us) was playing mga chill music but we wanted to party so ipod was the only way!!!! everyone was dancing!

2005-01-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

the boracay clan of january 2005. kulang but complete enough to show everyone. look....we are sitting by the water. sarap! i miss boracay so much. it was just really so relaxing and beautifull. cant wait to go back.

2005-01-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

just the barkada taking a picture with the sunset that cant be seen. hehehe!! maite and i have brades on our hair made by 9 and 10 year olds. galing nga eh!

2005-01-18T16:24:00.000+08:00

this picture was funny. it was our last morning and michelle insisted on taking the shot similar to the shot from the movie THE BEACH when they all jump and the pic was taken. well...we tried...at least we had the pose of monkeys! hahahaha=) weirdos huh? but it was fun! we had so many shots that we just couldnt perfect...this proves it!

2005-01-18T16:20:00.000+08:00

some of us ladies tanning the day away. all of us with our alcoholic drinks on the side to cool us down. some hot stuff huh?!?!

2005-01-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

MIANTE(michelle, angie, maite) just loving boracay at waling-waling. look at our smiles...i never have that kind of smile in manila. or do i? hehehehe=) my bestfriends and i in bora? thats rare to happen. it was so much fun and cool though.

BORACAY...PARADISE!

2005-01-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

Boracay was just the best. now that i have some pics of my girlfriends and i in bora...i can share them with you now. grabe! everynight was just so much fun. during the day naman was just pure paradise. as soon as my foot landed on the cool crystal water with powderey white sand entring my slippers...my mood was just so HAPPY!!! i saw Ina, Lits and Nikki walking towards us to meet us by the beach(to show us to the place we were going to stay and settle down) and i was just waving to them with extreme happiness and i was just kilig to the bones that i was back to my promise land of traquility, stress free, serenity and powerfull in every bit of mood that you can have in terms of joy. grabe! how else can i describe my feeling at that particular point in time. anyway...it was also so nice to be with the people im really close to like my bestfriends, barkada and my wonderfull JOSE. the first night was steady for jose and i...we decided to sleep early cause we got really tired from the trip there and so that we can enjoy more of the beach when we wake up which was early. the first morning was just the best. i got up while jose was still asleep, kissed him good morning, put on my jaket cause i wasnt wearing a bra yet(hahahaha), went down and walked to the beach. not far from wer we stayed cause we were beach front. i gladly said my good morning to boracay with a huge smile, i kinda looked crazy cause i was feeling the sand and smiling on my own. hehehehe=) after i went back to the room, woke jose up casue i knew it was time for boracay to meet jose. it was his first time kasi. every morning i did my good mornings no matter how hung over i was. i wasnt feeling the hung over feeling na after...as i said, boracay just sends out this powerfull vibe of mood of joy. when it was time for us to go...even jose was sad. we had our last breakfast at our favorite place called JONAH'S and i was with my girlfriends taking our last dips and tanning galore. feeling every bit of fresh air, every grain of sand, every drop of sea water, and saying good bye. not good moring. hay naku...the boat ride was just hell. i almost cried cause i knew i was leaving paradise and was going back to manila(Hell). but i knew i was going to go back, im making sure i do this time, with hopefully the same group and jose beside me. in short...it was PERFECT!!!!!!!! i miss that. i miss my good mornings to bora. it was such a relaxing feeling. i was by myslef contemplating on nothing but myself and the beach. Haaay naku! basta....bora was just GREAT!

2005-01-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

my girlies from way back. highschool barkada. it isnt complete but enough to introduce my CSA barkada to everyone. from top(left to right) CESCA, KAREN, KRISSIE....bottom(left to right) ME, RIA, APPLE, ZIERA, RACHEL ANGEL. what a bunch of hotties huh? whoever will deny me that truth....F@*K you! hahahaha! just kidding but we all really are hotties anyway so let the truth be. hahahahaha=)

2005-01-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

my lovely ladies! thats ME, YVETTE, MICHELLE, PATTY AND MAITE. i wonder how life would be without friends. lonely naman=( well...im not loneley. iv got them! love you girls!

BORA here i come!

2005-01-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

hay naku! finally...i get to go to bora with my sweetheart(jose), bestfriends and a big bunch of other friends. some are there na nga eh. imagine the sun on a powdery white sanded beach with sea water that sparkles endlessly...im tasting that view tom! we are going to be alot and it will be really fun. jose and i leave tom at noon time while manila will be back to work. hahahaha! nang ingit pa ako! sorry! i cant wait to get there! im just toooooo excited! to give you an idea on how excited i am...my bags have been packed since last week. hehehe! i feel bad i dont have a camera but everyone else will have so ill just get the pics from them so i can show you guys how paradise meets me. how else can i call it aside from paradise...just pure pleasure of a vacation! i cant wait for that massage on the picture and get the tan i need and get drunk every night and be with my girlfriends and be with jose and eat bora food and.........tama na angie! i think you guys get the point of my being excited. hihihi! basta hope the tsunami wont get us! BORA HERE I COME!!! till i get back guys. have a good week. ill be back on the 7th pa. 5 days of pure paradise muna ako! CIAO...

2005-01-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

boracay here i come! i cant wait to have that massage and get the tan i need and....ill be drunk every single night! need i say more?

Saddest yet most meaningfull CHRISTMAS

2004-12-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it...christmas is over. i didnt even really feel the spirit of christmas. well...for my family it could be the last time we will all be together in a long time and my aunt(sis of my mom) who we are so close too left to migrate to the states on christmas day. what a day to leave huh?!?! we had our crying sessions while saying bye with the hugging and all that. my mom couldnt even take it so she went back up to her room. she is most of all the most affected cause they talk every single day, and in one day they talk at least 3 times. hay naku! if this is how it feels for my tita vicky and her family to leave...i wonder how the hell my mom and i will cope up when my sister and her family along with my brother and his new wife leave. it just hit me...it will be the most painfull and hard time ever in my life. the kids especially! they are my pride and joy! my sister, mom, tita and i were just sobbing the whole christmas eve and day. i look at my cousin who just left and i started to cry. now that they are gone...parang the house is so quiet. since they sold their house kasi last end of november...they were living with us. it was really a sad way to end the year. next year by summer...another time to sob. it will be my sister and my brothers turn to leave. i pray every night that God gives me the strength to handle it and for me to get over it quick. hehehe=) anyway...belated merry christmas to all and a happy new year to come for everyone!!!!!!!!!

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2004-12-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

hello again to the world! im back after so long a time. today is my neice's (sofia) 4th birthday and we all just gave her all our gifts. mine was real make up for kids that you can just buy in any kiddie store...where alse can she get her pagka kikay...from her favorite tita angie lang right?!?!?! hahaha=) anyway...after all our gifts, my brother come in that night giving her a puppy. nasapuan nanaman lahat ng mga reaglo namin cause the puppy is so cute and ours were just plain gifts nalang on the side!!!!! looks like an ewok from the star wars movie! hahaha=) super cute!!!! sofia's face was just in shock and so kilig! parang someone won an academy award! we video taped it pa! she named the puppy PRINCESS! reason number one for the name is cause sofia loves being a princess(she thinks she is one as well) and 2nd reason is cause i thought of it! hahahahahaha.....seriously! so now my sister has a new addition to her family. welcome princess! you are aprt of the family now. wish i had a pic of her! cute! half jack russel and half standard poodle. cutie pie!!! puppy pa so all puppies are just the cutest no matter what. thats it the pansit! CIAO!!!!!

migrating... =(

2004-12-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

my brother javy(with his fiance) and my sister(with her family) applied for migration to australia about a year ago. since then alot has been happening and the process has been going fast. last week my sister got a letter from the lawyer in charge of their migration process and it stated that they have to pay the bond which is the payment for the final stage soon for their entry to the aussie world. when we all found out about the news...the first thing that entered my mind were the kids of my sister-JOAQUIN & SOFIA- and i started to cry. i have to say that i am so attached to them maybe even more than to my sister. just looking at the kids makes me cry...imagining that the kids wont be around me to hug and kiss me---it makes me cry. writting about it makes me cry(like now) =( it wll just be my brother mikey and i left. how the hell will i be when its really time for them to leave? hay naku! i wish life were much simpler in our country. the only reason for their leaving is to help the kids have a better life and to have a better life for them as a family as well. how can i not agree more to my sister on deciding to leave?!?!?! it makes me want to leave the country myself and be with my precious ones in australia but i have my own life to live and right now...i dont know whats in store for me. last night my dad asked me: "why dont you just go through the process and file for migration to australia so maybe in the future when nothing really will happen to you here...you can go there and make a living on your own?!?!?!" i didnt answer! it was like i want to but i dont either. i didnt know...speachless! so i just kept quiet. hay naku talaga! its such a tough feeling with mixed emotions put all together that it makes me so sad and depressed and even SUNGIT! what if when they are gone na then ill long for the hugs and kisses my little precious ones give me all the time? and the chatting and shoppings my sister and i do all the time? i noticed that slowly the smart people in this country are leaving. when they are all gone...ang matitira yung mga tanga like the followers of ERAP! oh shit! poor us people left in our country thats so broken up with the government and the un-educated people. inspite all the depression the world is giving us...or my family, right now we are making the best of the togetherness while it lasts. i cant stopp huggung and kissing the kids...nor can i stop asking for their hugs and kisses. the shopping still continues with my sister. life goes on for now.....

2004-12-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

my sister LEN with her husband DINO and the love's of my life JOAQUIN and SOFIA! the kids are my precious ones!

2004-11-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

michelle and i outside my house coming from Inaki araneta's house for miel's bday with jun as our driver/photographer. nice shot jun!!!!!!

2004-11-26T14:37:00.000+08:00

lovely ladies of 2004! cant get any better than that for the men out there...!!!!!!! this night was michelles bday party at marta's house in San Lo. fun fun fun!

2004-11-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

Cheers to you all fellow alcoholics! may we have a nice weekend and a fun drunken state with beautifull hang overs the next days....hahahahaha=)

the beauty of JOSE in your life!

2004-11-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

hello again to the world out there! an entry about jose was bound to come in some time so today is the right time i think for it to come in! last night i had a wonderfull drinking session with my bestfriend, APPLE, at her house in the same village as i live in. it was a steady day for me with work and since thursday is my last day of work...i wanted to do something. jose had work the next day so he said he was going to take the night off. so i text my lovely bestie if i could just visit her and ill bring a bottle of wine nalang. so i did go...thank god i did! we both havent done that in awhile! as usual...girl talk upon girl talk was the flow of the nights conversation. it was just us two making labas our deepest thoughts and feelings about our love lives, work, and anything under he sun. she kept on going on and on about her ex who is such an ASS HOLE. stories upon stories about how he was treating her...grabe! let me put it this way...if he was my boyfriend...sinampal ko na siya!!!! and i would have kicked him in the you know what spot! hahaha! she then started talking about how she is the happiest girl now having fun with someone else new that keeps her even happier than happy and shows how we girls should be treated. in the middle of her making kwento and after and even before she was making kwento, i was making kwento about my love life with jose as well. i kinda noticed that i couldnt say anything bad about our relationship. not that i didnt want to cause even when the wine was getting to our blood and hitting us hard with heat and we both were getting red...i couldnt think of anything bad. i just told APPLE that "how happy she is now...i super understand". let me give you a brief idea on how jose really is when its just us two...he is the most lambing person alive. i dont know if its cause im in love with the person or if its because he just really is?!?! he is a very deep and emotional guy that comes out as a tough guy KONO pero softie rin yung gagong yon! he is also the most consistent boyfriend anyone could ever have. how he was when we were a month palang is how he still is after going out for over 3 years. that to me is the principal reason for the beauty of jose in my life. he not only is such a perfect person to have in your life...he is the bestest friend you can ever have as well. we do have a big age gap between us(8years) but it never bothered us. its like when we met...a few days after we made a huge connection. the secondary reason for the beauty of our relationship naman is the group of friends we have. not cause our group is so tight/close which we are naman but because we both have the same group of friends kasi. my gosh!!!! its such a big help to have a boyfriend thats in the same group of friends as yours. it makes things so much simpler! wala nang hassle on dividing your time kasi you both have common friends to hang out with. i just dont count my CSA friends kasi i dont usually go gimmik with them. Most of Joses friends naman i know and i super get along with them also. we never had to go through the adjustment to a different crowd unlike most realationships...the girl has to get to know the boys friends and vice versa. so anyway...as our relationship is a learning experience day by day with both tough and good times, we still get through anything and i hope we get through everything together from the time we called each other "BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND" untill the time we both go back to the hands of God in times of Death. im talking forever cuase he is a good catch! for people that know jose luis campos...you have to know what the hell im talking about. he really is a beautifull person to have in your life. pero hanggang friend lang ok? he is mine na kasi eh! sorry ladies! hahahahahahaha=) take care guys! till my next blog........CIAO!

SALADICIOUS!!!

2004-11-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

hello world! i havent checked nor wrote on my blog for about 2 weeks. im back! hehehehe! these past 2 weeks were really fun for me! my family and i just started a business called SALADICIOUS and we basically make salads and deliver them to your office. as of now, since we are just starting and short on man power(just my mom and i), we cater to only my brother and his wife's office along with a few from my sisters office. with 30 orders a day....grabe na! its so much work. you think just because its salads it has to be easy....FUCK NO!!!! it takes forever cause you not only have to clean each leaf one by one to check for any dirt or worms... but pat them as dry as possible then cut them into bite size then do the dressings then do the rest of the ingredients like eggs, meat, croutons, etc.... but inspite of the stress it brought me cause i cant leave the house until after last orders come at 5 pm...i like it. i mean its not like im doing anything right? its fun though! i love cooking anyway and with people giving me really good feedbacks on my own recipe for dressings....i get alot of stamina boost on my moral! coolness huh???!!! so guys...wen this thing is big by max of next month na siguro...ill let you guys know that we are open for orders so you may take advantage on trying my home cooked dressings! their yummy! so when the time comes...i shall email you guys weekly menus! CIAO!!!

he said-she said!

2004-10-22T11:44:00.000+08:00

hello again to everyone who gets to check my blog! im here to talk about a book im currently reading named MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN ARE FORM VENUS. its very interesting! well to tell you the truth, i dont actually read so i just read the first chapter since 3 months ago...hahaha! but anyway, there was this paragraph that said: "without the awareness that we are supposed to be different, men and women are at odds with each other. we usually become angry or frustrated with the opposite sex because we have forgotten this important truth. we expect the opposite sex to be more like ourselves. we desire them to want what we want and feel the way we feel". its true...like when guys tend to pull away and slightly think about whats bothering them, we girls feel an insticntive need to talk and let whats bothering us out. there are many more differences that we need to learn from the opposite sex but i know one thing for sure...we will never learn to understand the opposite sex. we will always just give in and tend to work together because of the fact that "NO MAN IS AN ISLAND!". we cant live with them but we cant live without them either! hahaha! being a girl myself...i know one thing for sure: THEY MAY BE THE HEAD OF THE HOUSE, BUT WE ARE THE NECKS THAT PUT THE HEADS OF THE HOUSE IN PLACE! true ladies? hahahaha!

2004-10-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

ladies with style!!!!

2004-10-20T12:54:00.000+08:00

lovely ladies

2004-10-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

lovers!

confused and scared!

2004-10-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

hola amigos/amigas!!!:-) here comes my second entry! last friday, my family and i had dinner together at home. it was nice...good food, nice conversations(we had some semi bonding shit conversations). stuff that happens to any family gatherings. anyway...as dinner was going on, my parents started talking about an activity that they were doing with their community group called "the backtracking of how you get attitudes as you grow old." my mom still hasent gotten/thought about what was hers. my dad on the other hand did. let me tell you something about how my dad is as a father to us siblings before i go further to what his findings were. my dad is the type that is fair. he gives what one gets same to the others. but not to the extent that he becomes too unfair to be fair...get me? my dad is also JUST and full of WISDOM(wise in many ways)! he also grew up in a family of 12 siblings...can you imagine the fun and the gulo?!?! so going back to the activity that my parents are doing with their group. he thought about it hard and wanted to know why he was a fair father. he could only think of one incident in his life that made him the fair father he is now. he just thought about growing up in such a large family, he though of this ONE incident that his father(my grand father) did. the incident was skipping him from going abroad. apparently...my grand father would send his kids anywhere alone as soon as they reached 18 years old for at least 2 weeks. he skipped my dad. somehow...my dad must have put it in his heart and mind not to do that to his kids. as he said...he somehow must have gotten so hurt and felt that it was very unfair! true enough...my dad is a fair father. funny! now i wonder what mine will be? i wonder how my future will be? being the youngest in my family...i was always protected from hardship and is very-ill admitt it...spoiled! im scared that when real life hits me...i wont be able to handle it because things were done for me as i was growing up. i feel like im this little and brittled boned girl inside that can just collapse anytime i trip or mis a step. im Angie...im what a am at 22(now) because of the people around me. i feel like God has been too good to me with the blessings he gives me. sorry...not just giving it to me but POURING it to me like a monsoon rain or a typhoon wind. i go through life as easy as possible. im scared that real life will hit me when im settled down with life like when when im married with kids. what if my marriage wont be a success? what if someone i trule care and love will die infront of me? what a thought huh? but it happens! ......all i know is that im living today and letting tomorrow be tomorrows problems. as they say..."live today like its your last!" i believe that! but nothing can take away the fear of what life wil offer me. will i be satisfied with my life when im on my death bed? i hope so! ill make my life satisfiying! i know i can...! its just the fear that gets to me!